It's crazy how you wanted to get the hell out of the situation but you just cant!
...My job, I hate it these past few days! Everyday is a burden, I drag myself to work, I'm not effective anymore with what I'm doing...
I've thought of leaving my job, but I can't, I'm not the only one who needs this, Josche needs me to work! Lolz
I remember when I was in high school, my sis was in 5th grade I guess, my dad didn't have a job that time, my mom was the one feeding us. I always thought, " why can't he get a job and feed us? Let mom enjoy what she's earning too, she can buy clothes, shoes, or accessories..." I know she wants to buy something for herself, every time we go to the department store, I see her checkin out on clothes but she can't have it, her money will be spent for something else... What a sacrifice; well, goin back, about my dad, one time my sis, dad, mom, and I were eating bfast, my sis complained that she wanted to eat something else than just having corned beef, egg, and fried rice, if I remember it correctly she wants fried chicken, my mom then starts talking, telling us how she budgeted the money and all... Suddenly my sister looked at my dad and ask him, "Why can't you get a job?". And there was long silence! My dad sigh and didn't answer her question, we continued eating and prepare for school. I don't wanna be in that sitch, and I will never let that happen!
Remembering that, I'd say my job is my worth, so I can't just resign and do nothing, or get a job with lesser pay! Sigh*** Oh, and I remember someone told me that if he's stripped off out of his post now he'll be a nobody, he's nothing, his position is making him an individual - what a statement, partly he's right, and again, I'll say this again, that my job is my worth...
If only I'm rich, I will never ever take calls!
I need a break!